Did I forget to mention
How adorable you are
When you're intoxicated?

Or was the sarcasm not thick enough?

And do you forget
When "I dont wanna be dr-drunk anymore"
Dribbled from your mouth?

You stink.
Go home.

I was graduated for a year and a half,
but still a freshman of life, lost
in a school whose corridors stretched globes
and classrooms the size of whole buildings
who cast shadows longer than football field.

You were the senior who saved me,
who welcomed me,
who gave me a friend
whom I maybe never merited.

But it was never meant to last, was it?
You're the senior who had to graduate.
As the French say, "C'est la vie."

And the shadows stretched farther and faster
than ever before I had met you.

But not for so long, now, I loved you.

What is love; many people think love will just happen. It doesn't.
Love is a choice not a feeling
Love is work, love is hard,
Which is why it's so ******* beautiful
You choose who
You choose to court
You choose to care
It's a decision
The decision to make that person happy
The decision to open up
The decision to let the soul's connect
When love is appreciated
It's beautiful
When it's not it's not love
It's a two way Street
Acceptance
Accountability
Respect
Idk tho I never been just a thought

She said let's change our luck

One never finding love, One broken hearted.

This night is all we've got

They got to find a new love.

Drive fast until we crash
This dead end life

Or nothing will matter.

Sweet dreams that won't come true

Dreamed to be with that one, never finding them.

I'd leave it all for you

He knows shes the one, on this night

Brick walls are closing in
Let's make a run tonight

He wants to prove it to her too.

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

She starts to believe in love again with him.

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together

They want to do everything together.

From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done

They wont care.

We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

Falling in love with each other, deeper and deeper.

She said don't change your mind
Let's leave this town behind

No one else matter when your around.

We'll race right off the cliff
They will remember this

Cause no one forgets how to love.

It all got so mundane
With you I'm back again
Just take me by the hand
We're close to the edge

Cause no matter what we do in this night, we are with each other, and in love.

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

She starts to believe in love again with him.

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together

They want to do everything together.

From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done

They wont care.

We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

Falling in love with each other, deeper and deeper.

Where are your guts to fly

Don't be afraid to lovee.

Soaring through, through the night

It will make you fly, highh.

And if you take that last step
I'll follow you

And I will always be right be hind youu.

Leave the edge and fly
We're finally alive

Together forever, we will die together..

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together

They want to do everything together.

From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done

They wont care.

We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

Falling in love with each other, deeper and deeper.

So what's left to prove
We have made it through

When I bought food today, the guy behind the counter said,
"How's your weekend?" and "Have a good day, Nick."
My response was, "You as well." And I really meant it. I couldn't believe he read Nickolas on my I-card, assumed people call me Nick, (which they do), and called me Nick.
I left and I thought to myself, "I'm like him."
I love connecting with people. I want to not be afraid to talk personally with people who I don't know personally. I just want to dive in.
I want to read nametags and after the wonderful young lady at Starbucks gives me my change for my Grande Caramel Machiato, I'd say, "Thanks Sara. Have a great day". She might look at me and say "Thanks! You as well! :)" Or she might say, "Thanks...you too o_O"
Does it matter?
When you give someone your love, even if it's just a milliliter, especially if it's just a milliliter, do they have to like it? Do they have to reciprocate it?
Do those people who always smile and are full of love prefer their lovees to be put off by their kindness, making the lover superior because they have more love than the lovee could ever imagine?

It's just that love has to be selfish. There must be something to gain.
I love people and I never got out of that phase of when you're a child and you think everyone is perfect and they know what they're doing.

See, I cognitively now realize that people are just as lost as me, but emotionally, I feel that everyone else is on a level above me and I am a few levels down. In terms of how much love I deserve, how much attention I deserve.

I love seeing other people happy. But me? I could do without it. It's immaterial.

So when other people love, it's lovey love, it's happiness love, it's the love that's in the air, the love that makes you hold open doors, the love that makes you human.

When I love, it's the love that makes you write letters, the love that's begging for attention, looking for approval, trying to dominate others, trying to be human.

I want to be just like you. If I could treat myself how I treat you, I might be happier.

You can love something and not care about taking care of it. You can love something and let it go. You can love yourself and let yourself go.

It's really bad but I want to share this with others because my artwork might help someone someday and it helps me and that's cool, but knowing that everything I produce might someday make someone's life better even if it's just for one second, then it's worth it. It's extremely worth it.

So I want to be like that guy who works at that place. Someone who cares. And underneath all of that "I deserve way less than other people" emotional nonsense that plagues my neurons, I am.

Who will love like me,
For all facets of facets, hues far and hues close
...
Take 5; our love has not a steady stool
Take 6; remind the love and lovee that the love shalt be true or cannot ever be portrayed
O satyr this scene deserves tears, a kiss, vows!
Romance her, bewray to her HEAVENS
Take 7; BELIEVE IN WHAT IS WRITTEN
This stage is nothing without our feeble steps, step on and be you yet the amour
Who will love like thee,
So proud so proud, goodbye his ego and come forth his vain
Aye this is it
A lover’s course, a lover’s minute, a lover’s troth, ruth, moment, A LOVER’S DESIRE, A LOVER’S SPLAY, a lover’s everything!
This is it, aye.

I lovee

There was one a person who made me feel safe

held my hand when I began to fall from grace

This person is the one I miss

He brought me love and unlimited bliss

He left me once

I left him twice

We’re hit and miss

Trial and error

Just ask me why I love him

I’ll smile & say I just do