I can't deny or dismiss,
this feeling of loneliness,
or the way it creeps in,
when I try to go to sleep.
Shadows on the wall,
shadows down the hall,
feels like I'm always alone,
and it's all I've ever known.
Even when I'm with friends,
I cannot seem to make amends,
with the pain that I feel inside,
no matter how hard I try to hide.
Loneliness seems to affect
me, causing a disconnect,
between my friends and me,
it's something they can't see.
Something they can't get,
not that I blame them yet,
the sadness is still there,
this is me laying it bare.
It's just too much to bear,
when it's like they don't care.
It's like I'm a man on Mars,
and they're out among the stars.
We can't connect or relate,
they're all living lives great,
while I'm struggling to keep up,
like some kind of sick keep-away.
Why did they leave me here,
Isolated, crying out in fear?
Did I deserve this horrid fate,
with all this grief on my plate?
Forced to face the masses bare,
forced to feel the crowd's stare,
it's all more than I can take,
an awful feeling I can't shake.
I never did feel more alone,
then among a crowd on my own,
Like an ant among anteaters,
a platoon of people-eaters.