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When I was 13 years old, I thought I had hit rock bottom. I thought I could never see the sky as blue again, only as a shade of I-don't-want-to-be-outside.
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At 14 years old, I wish I had someone who could have made me feel better, who would take me to a better place. But not the better place that people call death.
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I stopped believing in myself when my mother told me I never even tried.
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I said to her that I tried so hard, maybe even a little too hard, that eventually I became nothing.
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Well, at least that was what I thought back then.


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Nowadays, I call myself a fortune teller. I will become an astronaut, or even a scientist. I will become the inventor of something amazing.
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I also found out that the person in the mirror is smoking hot.
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A pair of wings had grown on me. I do not need other people anymore to tell me that I will be just fine. Just. Fine.
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A couple of years later, I have all kinds of things growing inside of me. Some people call it selfconfidence and a pretty smile. I call it healing.
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I am healing.

CREATE CONFIDENCE.

Every person be it an adult or a child, praise needs.
To fare well with selfconfidence, these are the seeds.
Of criticism, sarcasm, comparisons, let's  destroy the weeds.

Every person unique is; with potentials plenty.
In at least one, he will excel out of things twenty.
We have to coax that person constantly, praising him gently.

Miraculous healing, strength n encouragement, are gifts of praise.
Hurtful, harmful n painful memories it can easily erase.
Let us all genuinely with all our heart, see the good in others; n it praise.

Armin Dutia Motashaw

She’s such a silly over, sentimental, rapturous romantic..pulling at her heart strings that are vulnerable and pendanic..falling in and out of love-struck situations in a mad dash rush..every single guy that gives her the eye.. she thinks is lush

But when will she learn its been a long time since she left school..and as she’s picking up the pieces she feels just like a sad old fool..crying in her coffee cup perhaps she needs something stronger..and every time it happens her heartache grieves a little longer..she never listens to her loved ones and her friends are just the same.. all suckers for a ladies man..so gullible what a shame

Her Mother says she will be single until her dying day.. if she lets men walk all over her and leave her in dismay..yet those words just make her all the more determined not to take care..with every roving eyed philanderer that follows her out there..Oh mercy me if only the right man would come along..after cupid shot his arrows and that cupids never wrong.. but time and time again she’s fallen head over heels..as her girlfriends sympathise coz they know exactly how she feels

Yet who know’s what’s around that corner in the circles of her life.. maybe’s someday soon she will meet someone decent and make them a ****** good wife.. well only time will tell but this lady will not change.. as her selfconfidence gets shattered and her spirit rearranged.. the trouble is that she isn’t getting any younger.. and that neediness desire to be married is her hunger..so que sera sera my dear that future is not ours to see..tho if you learned by your mistakes you would stay happy. single and free...