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The Terry Tree Nov 2014
So many times I doubt myself
I ask myself what life's about
I feel something bigger
Than I could ever be
Something watching
Over me
Is it
You?

Are you my Spirit Guide?
The air that comforts me at night?
Down dark alley ways?
In hallways without light?
Are you my Spirit Guide?
The fire in my soul
Cannot deny
The way
You make
Me feel

Whenever I'm alone
I know that I can turn around
And you will be there
You never make a sound
But you are with me
I have found
Peace
A piece of me
Is peace with you

Are you my wings?
The hope that brings
Me life when everything
Is dying all around me
Is it you?

I know I could not
Take another step
Without you there
I feel you everywhere
I turn my head, I lift my hands
I touch the sky
I am yours
And you are mine
My Spirit Guide
I Love You
With you
I am
Alive

Thank you for holding my hand
Helping me to the door
Of my heart
Understanding the pain
Breaking it apart
Molding it back again
Into
Something
More beautiful
Than it intended to
Be

The wind on my neck
The hairs that rise
Just like the sun
Are you the one?
Sent here to comfort me?
How could I be so lucky?
I have you
And you have me...

Does everyone else feel this way?
I want to tell the world
I want to shout it out,
I want to say
LISTEN! Someone's watching
Over you
I know it's true
I'm just not sure
What I should call you...

The bus that should have hit me
The step that would have killed me
The thing that keeps me here
When all I want to do is disappear

I know I could not
Take another step
Without you there
I feel you everywhere
I turn my head, I lift my hands
I touch the sky
I am yours
And you are mine
My Spirit Guide
I Love You
With you
I am
Alive

I pray Heavenly Father
Divine Mother
Holy Spirit
Saints
And
Sages
Of ALL religions
Bless us, help us understand
What it means to be on this land
This earth that we call home
This place where we all roam
I want us all to make it
To heavens gate
I pray for love
I pray for light
I pray for
Spirit Guides
To come to everyone
To be awake
To lead us to do the work
That will become
The legacy of your love
Dear God above

Send us your Spirit Guides
Let our arms be open wide
Let our hearts no longer hide
Give those the strength
That want to die the lightwork
Patience, unconditional love
And the courage to rise above
The darkness that wants to ****
The life out of us every day
Dear God I pray
Show us the way
In you we are humbled
Everyday

My will is yours
Your will is mine
Our love Divine
Send to us your Spirit Guides
Make it known
The power of
Your flame
Is shown

All positive energy
Is welcome to stay
All negative energy
Is commanded to leave
It is not the people
It is the disease
And we are your warriors
Of light
Ready to take flight
Hear my battle cry
Projecting LOVE
Call my name
I will be here
Just as you
Protect us
Dear One
Above

I know I could not
Take another step
Without you there
I feel you everywhere
I turn my head, I lift my hands
I touch the sky
I am yours
And you are mine
I Love You
And
With you
I am
Alive

© tHE tERRY tREE
Sid Lollan  Jun 2017
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Sid Lollan Jun 2017
If
i may dwell in suspension
Sweet as plum;
Solitary
searching for
emptiness, whole of
nothingness…


Zoom in:

i match the gaze of
the Infinite
Peeping Tom;
like 1000 of those
dreams where i’m
naked in public
all at once
the Big Rush
pure
pink ****
flesh
stripp’d on the ledge
of the Lotus;
Faith’s suicide jump—
-Yea! Feel the breeze
swing swing
bodhi
body
my body swing
-everlasting-
but
i always blink.

& succumb
to dead momentum
(note:reFill w/ junk-
energy&bulhoon juice)


Cut to:

(******
******
sapio ****
sapien sapien
-libido is
god is Zeus
get loose,
l o o s e)

‘You know
the freaks come out
in their moon-masques after 2am lookin’ to
drill some sense
into
that Void.’

‘Da coup de grace
to yr grace of
One.
The baboon won!’

Ascension was a bust so
i cool with a jazzhead
Sit cross-legg’d & smoke
cigarettes ’til the knife of dawn—

‘Ache like mountains old
as Death.
lust
on yr breathe
that wild dogs
can detect
20 miles west.’

Close-Up:
{Cue the music}

-O! whiskey
tears & mary-
-juana sin thesis;
Realm, bee
yond the darken’d lip
the space ab-sorbed
by the mouth
of Supernova Human ways!

Action!

Now
b’fore it stains the carpet!

i’m with Sister Joyce
&
she gon’ show me
how to keep
my iii open
to oblivion.
Make me a Re-al boy
again-
Gon’ gimme back
that body
bodhi
that body, that shell
i housed
Alexandria
She gon’ gimme back
that cure
i can’t get enough of
Once
had a plug
straight to the mainline
-if you can believe it…
the connection right to-the
MAIN SOURCE
She told me she got it anni need it

Fade to:

(Fungi
feng
shui
shady
eyes feel
like the windows
on dead asylum walls.
‘Let it Burn!’
I told ‘em,
that temple is
mad
with ill karma’)

Fade Back:

Sister,
bless me
with the Pleasure
of
Yr forgiveness—
Prostrated
at the foot
of
your magic
bind—
Heal me;
that Holy
Fluid
washaway daily hypnosis’—
Yr purple presence
is ancient
mystic limbs
cradle my Babylon
why
***** angel Souls do the
pharaoh’s dance—
Bodies swing
in One,
bodhi body
swing in One; now
twirl yr guru poetry
cryptic
round my Obliteration!

& let’s drown ourselves
in gulps of ecstasy
swallowed in-to paradise
the warm, fuzzy
nothing.

Cut to:

(Consciousness,interrupts,
Suddenly!
Lurches out of unBeing like
a madman a killer
lumbered
   over
his victim
-fresh,crystalized
real
ity; clear thru dewdrops
atop blade of grass the sweat
on damp back chill in
soberbreeze)

the Now pierces
the swelled black belly of
temporary oblivion
lightwork the stars that freckle the face
of the sky
poke-d
pin(w)holes the size of the Universe
in the bubble of In
finity
-inward
outward-
i see myself thru it
looking up…
perched in rural
everywhere
Planet nowhere
dug in the
hole
of nothingness
solitary
searching
in suspension.


FADE OUT.

— The End —