I trudged through the muddy trenches, my boots sinking into the mire with every step. It was my 40th day on the front lines, and the relentless drumbeat of war had taken its toll. The constant bombardment, the screams of the wounded, the stench of death – it all blended together into a maddening cacophony.

But it was the boots that really drove me mad. Boots, boots, boots, boots – the sound echoed in my mind like a mantra. Every step, every march, every endless day was a reminder that I was trapped in this living hell.

I tried to focus on the faces around me – the lads I'd grown up with, the ones I'd laughed with, the ones I'd seen die. But even their faces blurred together, replaced by the incessant march of boots.

My sergeant, a grizzled old veteran, noticed my distraction. "Keep your wits about you, lad!" he barked, as he kicked me forward. "We've got a long way to go yet!"

I nodded, but my mind was elsewhere. I thought of my family, my friends, my old life – all distant memories now. The only reality was the mud, the blood, and the boots.

As night fell, the march continued. Boots, boots, boots, boots – the sound grew louder, more insistent. I felt my grip on sanity begin to slip. Try – try – try – try – to think of something different, I told myself. But it was no use. The boots had taken over my mind.

The air was thick with the acrid smell of gunpowder and smoke as we pushed forward, our boots sinking into the muddy earth. The sounds of war surrounded us - the staccato burst of machine guns, the screams of the wounded, and the cries of the dying.

But amidst the chaos, I started to notice a different sound. A sound that sent shivers down my spine. The sound of boots marching away. Not our boots, but theirs. The enemy's.

At first, I thought it was just my imagination playing tricks on me. But as the days passed, the sound grew louder, more distinct. It was as if the ghosts of the enemy soldiers we'd killed were marching away, their boots echoing through the desolate landscape.

I tried to shake off the feeling, focusing on the task at hand. But the sound persisted, haunting me like a specter. I started to wonder if I was losing my mind, if the trauma of war had finally caught up with me.

One of my comrades, a grizzled old veteran, noticed my distraction. "What's wrong, lad?" he asked, his voice low and gravelly.

I hesitated, unsure of how to explain the strange sound that haunted me. "I hear boots," I said finally. "The enemy's boots. Marching away."

The old veteran looked at me with a curious expression. "I hear it too," he said. "It's the sound of the dead, lad. The ones we've killed. They're marching away, leaving us to fight another day."

I stared at him, shocked. "You hear it too?" I repeated.

He nodded. "Aye, lad. It's a sound that'll haunt you for the rest of your days. But don't worry, it's just a reminder of what we've done. What we've seen."

I nodded, feeling a sense of unease settle over me. The sound of the boots continued to echo through my mind, a haunting reminder of the horrors of war.

In that moment, I knew I was doomed. The war would consume me, body and soul. And the boots – oh, the boots – would march on forever, a relentless reminder of the madness that had taken hold of my mind.
As the days blurred together, the boots grew louder, more insistent. I couldn't escape the sound, no matter how hard I tried. It was as if the boots had taken on a life of their own, marching up and down, up and down, inside my mind.

I started to see things. Boots everywhere. Boots on the trees, boots on the ground, boots floating in the air. I'd try to reach out and touch them, but they'd vanish, leaving me grasping at nothing.

The lads started to notice a change in me. I'd zone out in the middle of conversations, staring off into space as the boots marched on. They'd try to snap me out of it, but I'd just shake my head, unable to explain what was happening.

One night, I woke up to the sound of boots marching in my ears. I sat up, convinced that someone was walking around the trenches, but there was no one there. The boots grew louder, more insistent, until I was screaming, trying to block out the sound.

The sergeant found me, curled up in a ball, my hands over my ears. "What's wrong, lad?" he asked, shaking me.

I looked up at him, my eyes wild. "The boots," I whispered. "They won't stop."

He looked at me, concern etched on his face. "You need to get out of here," he said. "You're not well."

But it was too late. The boots had taken over my mind. I was marching, marching, marching, with no destination in sight

I eventually lost track of time. Days blended into weeks, weeks into months. I'd find myself in strange places, with no memory of how I got there. The boots were always with me, marching, marching, marching.

One day, I stumbled into a field hospital. The doctors looked at me, shocked, as I marched back and forth, back and forth, my boots echoing off the walls.

"What's your name?" one of them asked, trying to grab my arm.

I looked at him, my eyes vacant, and only a whisper left my lips "Boots my name is boots"

They sedated me, locked me in a straitjacket, and threw me into a padded cell. But even there, the boots kept marching, marching, marching, driving me deeper into madness.

Here’s to scrumptious nights.
cats and boots and cats and boots
We went clubbing last night, to recalibrate
ourselves on the dance floor, where magic happens.
cats and boots and cats and boots and cats and boots
To focus on sensory experiences, the beat,
and share in the fun and tangible sense of freedom.
cats and boots and cats and boots
Feel the wave, show your energy, be the wave
cats and boots and cats and boots
be disheveled, swing your hair like a weapon
abandon, silly, self-protecting vanities
cats and boots and cats and boots
flashing lights on dancing figures
make it all seem slo-mo and extreme.
cats and boots and cats and boots
It’s been too long since we’ve done it like this.
Work-worn, I’d lost my lucidity and stumbled badly on a quiz.
Lisa pushed my books onto the floor, declaring, “Get UP, we’re grabbing some bliss.”
cats and boots and cats and boots and cats and boots and cats and boots
failure has a reality, a gravity and pull all the more shocking in relief.
I’d started out the evening gloomy and ashamed - a figure of regret -
but I’m better now, buoyed and recharged and soon I’ll have a plan - hopefully.
cats and boots and cats and boots and cats and boots and cats and boots
There was a guy there, on the dance floor, who looked like a young Leonardo DiCaprio.
We made eye contact, nodding and smiling at each other in motion.
We gyrated, together, sort of, for a second, in our separate orbits - no conversation
I just watched him for a moment or two, sexualizing him like eye candy.
Just seeing him was sensual fun and I wondered what he smelled like.
He had a gritty, sweaty, idealized beauty, like a dancing ‘David’
that no Michelangelo could ever capture in stiff granite sculpture.
The music ended - momentarily - we knew it would start up again
and we were there for it - til 1 or 2 am anyway - then it recranked.
cats and boots and cats and boots and cats and boots and..
Lisa grabbed my hand, jerking me onto the dance floor almost
before I could set down my drink. Eeek! “Slow Down!” I yelled,
but my complaint was lost in the din and my involuntary laugh.
cats and boots and cats and boots and cats and boots and..
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Songs for this:
Dance To This (feat. Ariana Grande) by Troye Sivan
Good Time Girl (feat. Charlie Barker) by Sofi Tukker