it's cold outside and i can't feel a thing
i'm numb from the pain this nightmare brings
i shut my eyes, i don't open them, not just yet
there are my demons and savages i haven't met

it's dark in here, i can't see the light
where is my angel to guide me through the night?
i'm just going to let my walls break away
i've got nothing to lose if i don't live to see the day.

there's no where i can hide now, nowhere i can go
where's the path in life when my dreams will grow?
i've lost my way and can't get through
resort to my demons
it's all i can do.

She whispers to me in the darkness
to take her & I do,
my fingers trace her side,
her sweet hips I grip
& gliding
we spoon
she sighs,
glistening
with her moisture
I bid her
an excellent morning,
explosively,
she takes me too,
accepting.

There's so much to say
and so very little time.

It's so easy for you,
so easy for you to switch off,
to shut the computer down
after a hard day's work.

It's so rough for me,
so rough for me to be tuned out,
to boot the computer up,
to see nothing there.

Not a single response.
Not a single comment.
Nothing.
Just your name
continuing to swirl,
perhaps captivating others,
breaking other hearts.

Acting as if you
haven't a care in this world,
And if my heart was as cold,
I wouldn't care either.

By the way,
I'm frozen love.
So don't you fret none,
as if you ever did.

Oh, I know, sure,
it's cyber, it ain't real.

You lie to yourself
when you lie to me constantly
Lies beget liars

Flow anticipation
Her eyes look up pleasantly
Lovely sweet suckling

Who do you think you are,
stealing my heart like that,
wringing it dry,
bleeding all my veins,
gutting me like you did!?

You feel so proud,
so smug,
like you’re the greatest.
Me too, believing in karma!

It may not be instant,
but sooner or later,
it’s going to get you.

So enjoy the basking,
you still have time,
before it gets dark.