I can't understand how everyone sees
Clear blue skies at which they wish to gaze
Under its trance and relax wasting the day
I can only see sapphire skies seducing
The clouds to willingly depart the day
And I need to rush to get up and run
To love and to conquer and live
So that I may come back and sing for all
A few lullabies to console your longing
For the hopes and dreams that you couldn't
Follow while you were staring at the sky

I refuse to lay around with all the rest
Viewing serene blue skies and conjuring up
Endless dreams and make believes
Because all I see are sapphire skies
Burning the time in a day with intensity
Melting away my dreams simultaneously
I must rush out into the world and experience
And accomplish the aspirations I had
Then I can return and sing lullabies
About all the beautiful things I remember
So that you can end your sobs
When you think of all the time you wasted

You see blue skies and day dream
I see sapphire skies and act and react
My lullabies will speak of the journey
The destination and the reward
Your state of dreaming will be
Manipulated by your remorse

Do you remember

When i was

Strong and brave

Just as a thief



Do you remember

When i believed

So take me back

To where i wasn't weak



Take me to

To the streets

Teach me to be strong

And to get through the week



Do you remember

When i could see

When i could be

The girl I'm supposed to be



Take me

To the streets

Teach me to be strong

And to get through the week



Do you remember

When i wasn't

In the darkest place

I could ever be



What happened

To the days

When i was unafraid

Just as a thief?

Clinging to my back,
The demons that haunt me
Calling my name
Telling me to come

“It’ll just take a flick,
Just a jump,
Come with us
You’ll forever be loved”

Your telling me
“Don’t you dare go”
But the deed
Is so close to done

Do you know
I’m tired of being
So alone
So just let me go

What am I supposed to do
The news came so soon
The truth came out
And there ain't no doubt
Mother,
That your slowly dying
Slowly wasting away
Mother,
You hid the truth
And I shouldn't know
But Mother,
What will I do?
If I lose you
Mother,
I'll have nowhere to go
And I'll waste away too
But Mother,
Why didn't you tell me?

You have my lips stitched together
And my soul withering away
Do you not understand, nor see
The pain coursing throw my veins

I'm sitting, keeping my peace
Keeping my mask o'er my face
I'm laughing, smiling even
And no one can see

I'm suffering slowly
Within your abusive grasp
Your childish one too
It grows bigger each day

The ground around her

Slowly coloring in white

Her sweats

Are slowly becoming cold

Her tears

Feel as if they are freezing

Before they hit the ground

The cold like spears

Piercing her skin

Taking away the warmth

She lays down

And curls up in the snow

The trees surrounding her

Her limbs turning purple

With speckles of amber

The snow dancing down onto

Her limp body

Short and slow breathes escaping her mouth

Her body covering in white

slowly letting her last breath out

she's one with peace