When did our love die
I could have sworn
It was around Christmas time

No more cute nicknames
Or late night calls
Just an aching pain
Forced to put up this wall

Haunted by the past
Left feeling blue
Thinking we would last
All because of you

With every drag I take

My body begins to shake

For as long as I could remember

I have always looked for pleasure

A hunger that doesn’t fade

Something to keep me at bay

Whether it be pills or nicotine

I’ll never stay clean

This burning sensation

That drugs will forever be my fixation