In a quiet mind, where thoughts dwell,
Suspicion pops with a poisonous spell.
A whisper, a doubt, a tremble of fear,
It crawls in unseen, then it's suddenly clear.

Like a secret thief in the dead of night,
It steals away peace, it dims the light.
A cancerous seed in the heart it sows,
Where trust was, now suspicion grows.

It colors perceptions, twists the view,
Creating rifts where once there were two.
Creating unwanted thoughts, confusing the mind,
Leaving loved ones and peace far behind.

When it grows, hearts break and gets torn,
Bridges get burned, relationships are worn.
For suspicion, once it takes its hold,
Leaves scars that are deep, cannot be told.

Families torn apart, bonds broken,
Words unspoken, love life gets shaken.
The past dragged into the present day,
Ensuring happiness to fade away.

To heal the wounds, to mend the pain,
Trust should return like gentle rain.
Leaving the past where it rightfully lies,
Accepting the present like clear skies.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

In the quiet corners of my memories, I keep,
The sounds of love, loss & heartbreak, I softly weep,
I find myself trapped in the past,
Moments cherished, yet destined not to last.

Life opens up in chapters, not in one's embrace,
We journey through joy, yet sorrow we face.
The hearts together, then part on their own course,
Leaving behind both comfort and remorse.

I held you close, a secret in my heart,
A erupting fire and a flame bound to depart.
Closure sought, amid tears and moan,
My happiness vanished with each sunset's down.

Watching you leave, a shadow in the dark,
My soul drifting in emotions, so brisk,
Into another's arms, into another's life,
I stood, broken, no more strife.

Yet in the depth of my memories deeper,
Your laughter and warmth, will retain forever ,
For love's tender moments, though they fade,
Are etched in time, where they'll never evade.

I'll cherish the gifts of our shared togetherness,
And remember each moments of happiness,
Though paths part, and hearts endures pain,
Life unfolds, moments of experiences we gain.

For love is not bound to one, but to many a soul,
In the road map where destinies roll.
And though I loved deeply, in a time now past,
Life's journey continues, beyond what didn't last.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

You as a rare pearl in the deepest ocean,
Through the rays of the sun,
I found you, as a soul so pure,
A treasure of happiness and very rare.

A beauty that could only be found,
By those who truly dare and not frightened.
With my trembling hands, I held this gem,
A wonder to behold, causing in me, mayhem.

All my dreams, both lost and found,
A tale of hope with love all around.
Where my dreams and wishes play,
turning my nights into day.

For you are rarest in this universe,
Waited for you through all my years.
Will you take this journey with me forever?
Will ensure to hold your hand, leaving never.

Let the magic fill the air,
Wherever we shall be together.
Hand in hand, let's build a future ,
With true love beyond compare.

For this moment onward, here and now,
I promise to love you forever, is my vow.
By this nature, our destinies align,
We shall reign in love's eternal shine.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

Through the stairs of Rainbow's light,
Where clouds woven as gown so bright,
With the Sun adorning her head as crown,
A celestial marvel, my angel walks down.

Moon dangling in half on her each ear,
Reflecting the cosmos with kind care,
Her eyes glittering like stars in charm
She is a divine gift from heaven's arm.

I wish for you, like monsoon's rain,
In the fields of my heart, making me insane.
To be drenched in you, wholly immersed,
In your love's downpour, forever encased.

Let our love bloom like flowers in May,
Bathed in the warmth of the sun's ray,
With every drop, a tender kiss,
In this never-ending life of pure bliss.

Your laughter, a melody, sounds so sweet,
In the music of our hearts' beat,
Wrapped in arms of your gentle sigh,
Underneath this vast star's light in the sky.

For you are my angel, my life's light,
In your presence, everything feels right,
We walk through life's path forever
In love's embrace, growing old together.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

For my heart, you a butcher
Against you I stand without any armor.
Its just flesh, cut me with a smile,
for my heart for you is fragile.

Slice my heart as it not taken,
Serve on a platter, as its forsaken.
At times heart needs to bleed,
to prove that I am human indeed.

Getting my heart slash,
from a person that I have a crush.
Of whom I get adrenaline rush,
and my face always glows with blush.

You took me to new heights unknown,
and set my soul on fire and begone.
At the end, someone should come around,
And be the reason to put me in the ground.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

I don't want us to meet again, forever,
Even if we've become our best,
Even if we've changed for the better,
No, not in another life's test.

Our paths crossed once, left a scar,
Damage and pain that runs deep,
Difficult to heal, hard to bear,
I'm lost in its darkness, unable to sleep.

You were a storm that swept through my soul,
Leaving wreckage, now in vain,
To find a solid ground, I still struggle
As memories of you continue to pain.

So, let our paths separate forever, I say,
Let time and distance mend what's torn,
I'll learn to heal, to find my way,
In a world where your shadow is gone.

For I deserve peace and serenity,
Not the echoes of past regret,
I'll seek healing softly with dignity,
And the burden of you, I'll never regret.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

You can find your presence, in the cracks,
Every time my heart affects with quakes.
Even if shattered, still can find your tracks,
As my whole heart is yours, even if it breaks.

My love was for you was an ocean,
Splashing towards shore as everlasting waves.
Needed your love true, yet had to ban,
When I see my heart, for you, it grieves.

You left me, to feel ashamed,
I wore your love as an attire,
You stripped them off, I was ******,
exposing my heart to elements of fire.

Was I the broken one?
that you taught me to beg.
Yet I learnt to stand a true man,
Realizing my grave has been dug.

I was drenched in waves of love,
Would’ve stayed even if you were a tsunami.
The true love I offered, you didn't approve,
Filling yourself on my innocence and devoured me.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind