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It's December, the cold weather is here.
I see ice blocks outside, and snow in the near.
It's Christmas time, Then New Years prime
2015 is a start of something fresh, brand new year.

Your dreams, are your reality.
You gotta believe in much more
  practicality and swag
new shoes and hand bags
Party tonight
Classy and bright

Let's throw a New Year's Party
Kiss some random cutie next to you
Midnight fever, mega ******
Jello Shots throughout the clock
To stay awake for New Year's Day
It starts today.

© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Sitting on the pavement
Where has all the daze been
Taking me over in my bloodstream

Can't really stop chasing
All the love I'm wasting
Wish I could take a moment just to breathe

It's killing me
Can't even see
I'm too far from the path
To speak
But there is no reach
I'm always gonna be me
The only threat to me is society
Keeping you from being happy
So that they can be

It's sad to see the world
Forget what we've learned
Just ask for more and more
No help in return

So are we just gonna
let things fall apart,
Or actually try to play a part?
As a human
We made this mess,
So let's progress.
Spread positivity, be good to the earth, and succeed at what you want.
She wanted peace
So she went to never land
Where she could be herself
Around all her other friends
So she decided to escape

She wanted to be happy
She just wanted to die
But she knew that she just couldn't
So she cut way up her thighs

The pain got to her stomach
She couldn't take her food
So she ate it then she threw it
In the toilet that's when she knew

She wanted peace
So she went to never land
Where she could be herself
Around all her other friends
So she decided to escape
I always have amazing things happen in my life
and then I just go stab them in the back
it's not right I just might
have to leave this world now
the only thing that made me happy
I've worn down

I don't get it
why me?
Things aren't as simple as they seem
I wanna dream escape reality
then maybe I won't have a chance
to take myself down in the mean time

I'm depressed like humanity
I'm gone and it's scaring me
Where have I been?
Where am I know?
I really wish I knew
so I could turn my life around
I'm a little lost now
you've helped me reach the inbound
I'm broken I cannot be found
I need to leave this town.

What am I supposed to do?
I've tried to run away from you
Now I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I have wasted time

You tell me that you're going to change
but every time you're still the same
I can't even continue
to play these games
it's my mistake
for heaven's sake

please just let me go baby
that's all I think about lately
you make girls feel like their your baby
but I needed you to save me

when you call me gorgeous
I don't even feel worth it.
I know how you feel,
but you're so bad at being real

I think I've spent too much time
hoping that things will turn out fine
because we're still in this tragic mess
and I'm stuck in the neverless.
© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
I am so broken,
Impossible to heal.
I try to be good for you
but I'm drifting from the wheel
I've lost control to take your sympathy
It doesn't even feel real
I'm crying so hard I can't even feel
what I'm supposed to feel

I'm numb, and you broke me
I need to sleep until I die
I need to dream to stop the crying
I just want to cry tonight
but Winter's almost done
and it will be alright
I'm just so sick and tired
and I ain't trying to fight.

But I'm broken
and it's so hard when I've fallen
and hit the ground so many times
I'm trying baby but I don't think
we'll make it tonight

I'm sad but I've finally learned
to run way out of sight
I'm just really way too damaged
and my wings can't fly
© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt
 Dec 2013 Samuel Adell
islam
To Fire
 Dec 2013 Samuel Adell
islam
Oh, fire!
You restless wall of flame,
Remember how you stole my friend?
Remember how you turned her into ashes?
I do.
I remember the greusome sight,
It was just another April night,
When she told me that she's feeling so bitter.
I asked her why? She didn't answer,
I didn't realize back then,
That my question is that last thing she heard.
Then the very next day,
I saw her face on the **** tv,
They said the firemen found a corpse among the debris,
And it was her body.
They said her daddy set the house on fire,
burning himself along with other five,
a kitten and a beautiful wife.
Do you remember now, fire?
How could you aid such a man?
He was driven by his passion to destroy!
Oh fire, you disappoint me.
They say that I fear you,
But I don't.
I just loathe you.
*So as I behold another blazing fire,
I'm filled with a hazardous desire:
To just wrap the flames around my body.
To my friend, Rima Matar.(22-7-1996_5/5/2013)
(Yes, the lack of editing is obvious.)
 Dec 2013 Samuel Adell
islam
The probability of being fully accepted by people is: 0.001/100000000000000.
**Oh honey, don't cry.
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