rose14195

Apr 2016

taia

honestly, *******.
how dare you rip my heart out
and then play victim?

i really hate the early stages in relationships. everything is so touchy and and i don't know how to act. just so done with dating in general.

#heart #**** #void #victim

Apr 2016

taia

force (haiku)

underestimate
the power of a woman
and she'll destroy you

not to say men aren't powerful as well, because believe me, i know that men are a force to be reckoned with. i'm just saying that it's almost expected of men to be that way, but women get underestimated frequently.

#destroy #power #woman #underestimate

rose14195 Apr 2016

Relapse to you

I'm slipping
The hold I had on reality is failing me
I guess it was always faulty
No one sees me crying
But I'm dieing
The game of life I'm losing
And no one is here to help me
I'm drowning
Can you teach me how to breathe
I'm slipping
Back to who I have been running
From

rose14195 Apr 2016

The Open Cell

Starting from the beginning I guess you could say I was held captive
stuck in the past
contemplating the last time I saw him
but the door to my prison
has always been open
I just recently decided
to walk out and leave this depression

Apr 2016

Gidgette

Dark Soul

Every once in a while
We lift the veil to the soul
Some are filled with light
Mine is a deep, black hole

I've oft felt pieces missing
Lost in plain sight
Never understanding
The lacking there in of light

If you see the dark behind my veil
Please dont ask me to explain
For I can't understand myself
My answer would be in vain

I hide my darkness behind a smile
Painted red lips, and face
Hoping that in this black
I can finally find my place

rose14195 Apr 2016

Love

Love will bring you flowers
and build your coffin

give you hope
but far to often

leaves you empty
stuck at rock bottom

rose14195 Apr 2016

Penny For Your Thoughts

I will pay you a penny
to hear my thoughts
listen to all my fears
the pain people have brought
but one wise soul told me
a tidbit I have yet to forgot
he said if you don't care about yourself
than why do you expect others give you a second thought?