I don't think people get it
they don't understand their own nature
see themselves in the mirror
but they can't really picture this

what if I told you your beautiful
honestly
you would say thank you
but would you believe me

you see
society has a thing with low self esteem
we make ourselves shine and gleam
but don't believe a word we are saying

hypocrites
we say everyone is beautiful
yet hate our reflections
people just don't get it

I've been saying this for years yet no one understands it
do you get it?
does anyone understand this?
hating yourself isn't a trend
its a plague
and we are all slowly dying
hoping for someone to cure us
but we wont even admit we are sick

do you get it?
I need society to get it
because our downfall is not going to be pretty
do you understand this?
if i said you where beautiful
would you get it?

She doesn't have a.hello poetry
But i can't stop writing to her
It's as if i need to send her this
To let you know
That she
That he
That they
All left me
And she is the worse of all
She was perfect
To perfect for me

Im the victim of imperfection
The definition of needy
The essence of annoying
And the meaning of depressing

Im not wanted
Needed
Or asked for
This world doesnt fit me
And Loving me is a chore

I am broken
Injured
Cracked
But content at the same time
Plauged with a ****** up state of mind
And the lie that "I'm fine"

I'm ****** up
Annoying
And not of sound mind

So who would ever love me
Im just wasting everyones time

There are two types of people we all need
Someone to make us smile
And somone to remind us to cry

Judging me?
really
silently hating on all I do as if I can't tell your watching me
seriously?

I know your only 15
honestly your immaturity surpasses every other trait I have ever seen
but really?

Now this *****
acting like she knows me
becoming best friends with the one person who still loves me
turning people against me
being ******* perfect
jealousy is a *****
and me feeling this for you
is ******* hell
especially now that you left me
and I don't care honestly
I'm getting over that
but this *****
is ******* annoying

Who the **** told you could like my bands
who told you twenty one pilots was up for you to take
why the same time that I discover lost boy
and golden you ******* find the same songs?
When the **** did you start being besties with my sister
and why can't you leave me alone?
Why do all of our songs sound the same
and why do we think the same things
who the **** told you it was ok
to like all the things you did as best friends with me
who the **** told you it was ok
to be the same
as me