Scratch
I'm happy finally
I get to live fully
People love me
Scratch cut
I don't need anyone but me
I am good enough
I can see my own beauty
Scratch cut bruise
I'm happy
I'm pretty
I'm lovely
Worth something
Scratch cut bruise scream*
Hurting myself
Makes me happy

Love me
Love me not
I don't want you here
I don't need a spot in your heart
Trust me
And love me not
I am not worthy
I'm not good enough
I'm ugly on the inside
Watch my feelings rot
Love me
Love me not
I don't want to bring you down in my down fall
I can't help you
I can't break your wall
I don't know how to save you
I can't find you when your lost
I can hurt you
Show you a million of ways to torture yourself
But I can't break you out of this hell
So love me
No love me not
I will only break your heart

I don't need a special someone
I don't need love
I don't deserve to be touched
I want to be hated
Don't I lie enough?
I don't want you near
Why are you still here?
I'm only hurting you
You are the only one who will lose
Run while you can
Because the monster inside of me doesn't care

She slipped between my finger tips
And I didn't even know she was falling
I didn't know she needed love from me
Her actions screamed love me
But I wasn't listening
I'm sorry
I didn't mean to let you fall
One second your here
Another your not
Your the only person I got
Please don't be to far
I cant help you if your lost
You slipped through my fingers
And I didn't even notice you where gone

Liar liar
heart on fire
Nobody will love her
No one likes her
Liar liar
Heart on fire
Filled with pain
I'm burning sire
I can't breathe
chocking on what I believe
Liar liar
Heart on fire
The one person
No one desires