hey jessy if you were here,
what would you say right now,
would you pat my back and stay,
until the dawn comes around?

hey jessy would you let a tear,
for all the nights i cried?
i think your story is as sad,
behind your broken smile.

Finding the serenity within
I lay awake watching the rain
Moment the light begin
Washed away all my pain

The smell of the morning glow
Feeling the droplets outside
As it fell through my window
I wrote these words and cried

When your mind is turbulent
You feel everything is lost
Repeat you are fortunate
Life has not yet exhaust

Snow melts in the distant hill
The raindrop fills the garden
Everything comes to a stand still
When your soul gets harden

To find the peace within
You need to empty the mind
So as the distant past spin
I move ahead leaving it behind

When the dawn gently breaks
You will feel this is the moment
Fight with everything that it takes
Gate to the future has just open…

i layed in my room on my bed,
i only wished to die in my sleep
fallen appart,i was nearly dead
cause of a promisse i didn't keep.

i couldn't eat i couldn't talk,
i was hunted by my past,
barely having stenght to walk,
i've put my all to the test.

i couldn't smile with pain in my chests,
then came fears, i became paranoid,
followed by the darkest fleshbacks,
until the gap in heart became a void.

i fell as low as person can fall,
there was only up i could go,
missed the death, had to crawl,
decided never to let myself fall so low.

it's been a year i'm alright,
i still recover,my heart needs some rest,
i know my strenght and learning to fight,
a crule deamon called ''my past''.

Alone I never felt with you in my life
Though you left for so long
Your imprint was cut with a knife
And I questioned what that meant
That I thought of you when ever it turned dawn
Whenever I ached

Now you are back and my mind is a mess
Because with your presence means I am in your eye
No matter the context
I am content
Even when your intentions are never clear
And I can never catch the hint
Of what you meant
When you said I miss you being here
I hope this isn't a game
Maybe I'm getting ahead
With the fresh picture of your frame
Keeping my heart from being dead
Maybe that's how I survived for so long
A wait that's finally ending,
You emerge
Shedding what was covered
Though I am always the one left bare
And you unaware
Of the masked unsettling pit
Diverged from only a thank you and
A miss you

Foolish me
For replying to your demands
Wanting to be understood
By the man who couldn't comprehend
Our minds were not good

Foolish you
For thinking you could escape
My grip was always so tight
My love will not run away
Tonight, I will hold you til the end
Tonight, I fight

Foolish truth
Is how I will never leave
The thoughts you bring
You not to subside
To be in my life,
Even if it not inside  

Foolish lie
Was thinking it never was you
Blocking out
What you hold so dear
The captivating essence
I just want to be near

What a bunch of fools
We created out of everything
This unknown heartbeat
With no ignite
Let's try not to retreat

Let's give it a shot,
This foolish love