it hurts, i know
and it's just a girl,
they tell you
and you could scream
because no
it's not just a girl it's a hole
burnt in your skin,
it's a hole pierced through your heart
and it's the memories
that (once) made you smile
and now they feel like
KNIVES through your
stupid ******* SOUL
but don't cry, no don't you
******* let them see she isn't just a girl
because for six months she turned
into your whole stupid world and now it
crumbled down and it feels like choking
it feels like being underwater.
( drowned )
but, still, don't cry even though you want her
back and you never got to feel her arms around you
or her lips or her flawed nose you teased her about because
you can't let them see you weak what are you even doing anymore
just get up and don't ******* cry just ignore it.
(and by this i mean that it's okay if you cry
and i love you even with a broken heart)