I am in so much pain,
But you will never know.
And you can never know,
Because you are the cause of it all.

I will carry on,
Till I can't
And finally,
Let death be my salvation.

Please make it quick.
That is the only thing I ask.

We can only walk so far
Without being Broken
And Shattered

There is only so much
That cannot hurt
But everything else
Will not hesitate

I now walk around
Shattered and Broken

Dreams
May very well remain as Dreams.

That is just sad

Because only in Dreams
Is when Man is truly free.

I have distance myself from God
And now takes dressing
From the universe.

Sadness consumes me
Looking at the future

Not with me,
Nor my work

But with you
After 4 short years
You are still incapable of
Hearing me
Feeling me
Worse
You do not get me - at all.

And how are we going to spend our future
Together
Sadness consumes me
Not because of me
But you.

I don't want to do it
But you keep pushing me

Selfish thinking of yours
Incorrigible as time has shown

Just makes me fill with
Nothing but sadness

I don't want to do it
But you are incapable of making me
Truly happy.

When will I break
Or till I go home, if home wants me.

Sad memories linger

In the idle presence



No surprise the lust teases deep

Could have or Could been

The future ever so bleak



Drown my sorrow

And Death be my salvation.

I think
We have become to fearful in our lifes
We live in the modern world,
A First World country.

But why are we so afraid of everything?

We must not underestimate the human spirit.
The strength to carry on against all odds.
The will to live, to fight, for our dreams and aspiration.
Above all, we must live to do Gods work.
To make the world a better place, a happier place.

We must make a difference in this modern "life"
Or it is no longer a life,
but modern slavery.

Strive to make the world a better place.
Through peace, love and sharing.
We come with nothing,
We leave with nothing.
Show the human race,
What you are capable of.
Do not ever, ever belittle yourself.

With God's grace,
Strive to make the world a better place.
And not a modern slave world.