the daughters of the street begin their journey in vibrancy, pretending they hadn't been afraid of their own voices.
the soles of their worn-out shoes beat in rhythm on the soil that breathes tulips and coughs dandelions.
some of them will be wishes, objects of desire in the eyes of men who look like they have lived their whole lives in subway seats, ready to strike.
and i thought i would stay in this place of directions and dreams, thinking i could pick one off the sidewalk like a dropped penny.
they never keep the buildings up long enough to rust, rain doesn't stop anyone.
suddenly there are two of them facing each other's weaknesses and neither will give in.
she's up to her neck in unrealistic expectations, he is up to his in all his confidence.
the only difference is doubt, splashing up to her nose, trying to get into her head.
and when she looks in the mirror all she sees is who her mother was and who she wants her daughter to be.
my hands are tired from all the squeezing i do when i'm alone, trying to get every last drop of anything they'll give me when i know i deserve better things.
maybe i'll just walk to work and see the flowers on the other side of the road.
i wish they'd toss me over there like a stone or there was some crosswalk and a crowd i could hide myself in and pretend i am one of them.
there is only concrete here. how can we grow anything in it? yes, we have the water and sun, but nowhere for our roots to stand.
it's getting crowded on this side of the street they speak of throwing some into the river of cars so we have more room for our feet. oh, won't you let some of us cross so we can cultivate the flowers on the other side of the road they're drooping under your shadow.
about being a woman in life and in the workforce and never feeling like you're good enough.