I was sitting in church Reading a Bukowski When I heard The sound of her black heels Silencing all divinity Leaking through the church's walls. She walked towards me As she always did Then She stopped for a moment And looked at the cross. I saw God in her eyes While she walked towards Him And kneeled The way she always did To tell me her darkest sins. I waited for her Her Rosary seemed endless. She drew the sign of the Cross And got up. Should I go to her? She was walking towards the door. Should I go to her? She opened the door. "Karen!" But the door has already closed on me Leaving me in hell As she took Heaven away.