Fill me up with each thought that you have thought up while you slept on your own and woke at twelve at night to show that you live and that you have not yet ceased to breathe in and out in time to the beat of her heart; pour out the lead that colors your heart a few shades too dark to be seen and scrub clean the scarred edges so they can mend. Stitch up each wound with the threads that were left from your pursed lips and speak to her through my words and this mind of mine.