Picturing you with her is the hardest thing because I know that she’s slowly helping you heal, Helping you because I’m the one who broke your ******* heart. And everything brings me to tears, and I feel so helpless, and I really need you here But I don’t have anyone, my only company are the demons. Drowning me, suffocating, keeping me here, with sleepless nights, and wounds that won’t heal. I know I broke you but I want to be the one who heals you again.