I sometimes wonder if you realize just how tumultuous the back and forth in my head becomes day in and day out. I see the way you look at me, as if you could gaze right through the side of my skull, and into my very thoughts, as you wonder what's going on in there. So very much. Tornadic thoughts hurl themselves about, and it takes all efforts to keep my exterior placid But the calmness is the clue you need to know that something is brewing within. And I'm too tired to explain, so I leave you there, and let you wonder.