I can’t sleep
I’m screaming inside
it was hard letting go
putting my life in someone else’s hands
all I can do now
is wait
wait for a change
wait for my life to change
i don’t know
what’s going to happen
or when it will
I’m scared to death
it might be the best
but it doesn’t seem like it
I have given up
I’m scared and I can’t sleep

*(s.m)