I see you standing on the left side of the fence I see you crying deep inside your defense I see you tighten your jaw when emotion hits your heart I see you acting stupid to hide your smarts I see you making decisions that will impact you forever I see you believing forever couldn't actually exist. I see you pain crippling down to your bones a weakness you wont ever show I see you but you wont look me in the eyes you wont tell me whats wrong but i can see you I can see you I can see your love trying to shine I can see the torture that's held it down I can see the sorrow through the smiles I can see the heartache beneath the front I can see the bruises making scars I can see each cut getting deeper than the last I can see the oncoming regrets and the ones that have passed I can see the guilt hiding behind the light in your eyes Don't try to fool me I've seen you since the first time i saw you looking scared as **** but trying to front When will you be ready When will you see You've been lost since you could think and pushed past your brink Slow it down and take a look inside before its too late to take a step back Don't let that pain keep you classified We all need to be identified Its going to hurt It has to be hard but how is that different from where you are take my hand follow me to a better space Where its hard at first but you finally find your place.
I have so many poems with your name attached. I wish I could bring you back.