I'm not "Religious". I believe in sin (Wink wink- If you know what I mean) but I don't believe in religion when it cajoles or demeans. Yet there is a ray of light in the windows of my dreams. And it calls to me in a voice at once radiant and dim.
I call it the universe, but were I Religious, I'd call it "Him".
I am not loud, nor do I preach. I believe in soft voices, and hymns sung only in one's head. I believe in the reach of silence, broad and inky and welcoming. I believe in my own inner thoughts and their peace (and too, their dread) Yet there is a voice that tells me, in words softly said that sometimes only the loudest sermons truly can teach.
I am non-religious, and I have been for a while. I believe in dulcet whispers, and the sweet touch of sin. I believe in Metal Music, and the musical devil within. Then why, whenever I see someone capitalize "Him" does my mouth turn up at the corners, and grant me an unasked, yet welcome smile?
The only place I ever find God is in songs by The Fray where he hangs out at corner bars like a cool person. Still, sometimes.... I dunno.