She won again! This time, I was going to fight back. I was determined to speak my mind. It was like a tennis match, where I was being served aces and smashes. It was too much and I knew she was enjoying it. My mother left the room and I immediately felt a combination of frustration and hopelessness hover over me. What is the point! I felt a burning sensation as the tears came closer to the surface, but I managed to hold them back. Instead I put my ear phones in and zoned out. Just another day with mom!