My left leg is draped across my right. I know that pretty soon the pins and needles will take hold. Starting in the fold behind my knee and slithering into a tiring ankle. I don't much mind. The rhythmic shake of a nervous left foot is mirrored, as my right hand finds my lip and feels in earnest for a loose flake of dry skin to pry off. It will probably hurt. I don't much mind. I've fixed my eyes on an empty stool, analyzing the pattern. Imagining the feel. Imagining you; What you'll say when you get here. To be honest...