My love for you feels like a failure
It's a killer
of an ache

Now with your spit still on her tongue
you'll come crawling back
But not today you won't

Today I am brand new
I am alive
I am free
& I am loved but not the poor excuse you call love

I'm surrounded by the love I deserve
Whenever my friends asks me if I got home safe
i know its love
Whenever my mom tells me to be safe
it's love
Whenever my sister asks me if I've slept these past weeks
i know its love

But you see here
Your love made me miserable
made me feel like a failure
and you know me,
failure means I didn't try hard enough

But as I start to think and open my eyes
I realize you are the failure
and didn't try hard enough

You were the mistake
not me