Who am I to turn to him?
Who am I to tell him I am still in love?
I know he doesn't love me back, but only his lust keeps him around.
What am I supposed to do?
I can't just let go...
There is no one else out there for me.
For I am unlovable....
But yet, I still feel as though I wish to love, even if it isn't returned.
Because a demon took my heart, and I don't wish to let him free.
For I know there is no one else for me....
He still claims to love me back, even though we aren't together.
Promising to always be there when I need him
Begging me to let him back in.
But everyone knows it will lead to us both hurt once again...
For he is a cheater, and I am just too shy to care.
For I know my chances of finding another are below any odd out there.
So here I sit, denying my love as I sit all but an inch away.
Watching him, looking into his eyes, wishing I could learn to hate him.
Because it would have been safer to hate him.
Than Love him and leave him now....