I let my ignorance slice into my pride,  and my will power drip out of it .
Never enough courage to let my ignorance slice deeper with its full potential.  
My pride is scarred with the pathetic attempt to end all misery.  
In my rage of a moment I wish for everything to disappear.  
I drown myself in my own pity just for another day to cowardly use my ignorance as a weapon once more.


I have found that this day I feel particularly able to release all of my hurt at once.  
With this ignorance I have built up over years,
I put it at the base of my pride and I stab in and slice vertically.
I am now bleeding out all of the hurt,  and pain I've had.
Soon there will be no pride to cut,  no ignorance to use,  no hurt to feel,  no will power to lack.
*Soon it will all be over