im starting to feel better since you left.
i painted my nails yellow and it makes me happy just like when Van Gogh ate yellow paint.
im starting to take the buds off my plants to plant more because they make me smile.
im starting to ride my bike again to get my mind off you and exert built up energy.

but i still enjoy making myself cry by looking at your social media so what youre up to and that youre alright.