If I disappeared; just gave up, would a sole notice my life had stopped?
Maybe entangled, they would stay; their eyes locked, keys thrown away.
Would they remember the loneliness that possessed my being, or would they remember the lies I allowed them to believe?
2020: “Your ***** is God” just came on and it was perfect timing. Also I did disappear—from a terrible life in a terrible “not a cult” and yeah..nobody really noticed. Good. Because I don’t even recognize this person anymore. So glad she’s not me.