Again
I  
almost  
let  love's call be answered.

Almost
allowed it back to hurt me once more,
as if my previous pain never left scares.

Almost 
 allowed those feeling to consume me.

You know the one's
that have you
wishing you could be in those arms.

Almost  
let you persuade me back to love's
lustrous hold

as
your lips intoxicated my senses,

the haziness
feeling me up
with a
giddy sort of
"love" struck 
 poison

I've never felt
&
now
long for again....

See 
I 
almost
allowed you to
take control right there!

Almost 
 forgot how much
it'd hurt to fall for you,

even
though you've made
it so easy to do,
you've become so easy to talk to  & listen to,

so acceptable to me,
we've shared and developed a unique
bound
no other will ever share...

I'd speak those
toxic words
which
almost  
always changes
the essence
&
aliments within
that
beautiful friendship.


I  
almost  
let  love's call be answered.

Almost
allowed it back
to
hurt me once more,
as
if my
previous pain never left
scares.


Almost 
 forgot how much it'd hurt to fall...

They've said
we take or accept
the love we think we deserve,

so
I guess
I've never wanted much,

and if  
lies
wold tell
then
It'd say;

I'd accept more
of the same
in abundance,
instead of running away
as only I can.

We
almost
had a world-wind romance

those
types you've might of
seen in a movie,
this endings a bit different,

because
there's not going to be
a happy ever-after  to this
ending.

I can't risk it.

No not again....

I'd be bad for you,

I'm unable to give to your

demands,  which is everything

I'd mandatory ask for

if I were indeed asking,
so remember me.

Remember

what we could of had

well 
 ALMOST !

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