How many times…  how many times must this taunt me?
How many times must it stare me in the eyes and pierce my soul?
How many times must I strive for the best and gain the least?
How many times will this ruin my life?
Why am I in a room full of people but still feel lonesome?
I am strong willed, and strong at heart .
But why is my flesh not as strong as my soul?
Why is it that i do good in life and gain the ugly things in life?
Am I not worthy of your love?
Why have you forsaken me?
Where are you?  
Are you even there ?
Hello…
Answer me please.
Solitude is what scares me the most and that is the only thing I feel.  
If you're there please save me…