From this being I conjure mysterious games Like I can’t read your signs as I’m switching from lanes I’m blinded, insulted, and completely confused How could I ever let my good intentions feel used up and abused? I’ve held out my hand, lent you my ears, even gave you a shoulder My radiation was warm and open-hearted, but your heart kept getting colder The closer I bring myself, the more often I am hurt Expectations of a bond, has only brought my conscious to highly alert Of your games you’ve been playing, and crushing my pride For once just be selfless, just open up your eyes