Dear ****

**** you and your devilish traps

thanks for making my good days go to crap

thanks for separating me from my mother,

for making me look like a **** up to my brother

thanks for the addiction I have to face

you really did take me to another place

thanks for making me into the person I am

at least you never made me slam

thanks for making me stay up for a week or two

you showed me that I got nothing to lose

thanks for putting shadows in front of my eyes

but if it wasn’t for that I wouldn’t have realized my lies

I now put a gat in the side of my lap

cause I can’t even sleep or even take a nap

I’m always moving around , where ever it is you take me

bringing me to my dealers house making me beg on my knees

even if it’s just leftover’s, crumpled up in aluminum foil

Now I pick my arms because I think it begins to boil

I’m known as the black sheep in my family

you made my life a ****** up tragedy

The scars you caused aren’t only visible but mental

Thank god I stopped before I melted my dentals

There’s still a voice in my head telling me not to leave you

but I want to start my actual life, I want to be someone new

I thank you for the **** caused, for the mistakes you made me do

But I’m leaving you now, one last thing, **** you.

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