Like you my heart aches without mercy,
I know first hand how life kicks you down,
I find that I don't appreciate sunsets anymore,
Or the eerie sound of the bitter winter winds,
All I dwell on is all what life has made me lose,
I've lost the ability to care for anything -
Other than my sanity that is thinning every day,
My soul no longer craves emotion,
Days seem extended into others - endless,
And I've noticed that my bones crack louder -
Than they have ever done before,
I've been told that growing old is terrible,
But I never quite imagined it,
Being as completely lifeless and empty as this...