I can write lists of things to do.. but I won't do them. Raging thoughts. Wayward feelings and THE RUSH OF SOMETHING I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE NAME OF. Welcome to this world, I didn't know what the HELL I was getting myself into. Thinking about what other people think way too much.. and then trying not to. it doesn't work and I try not to. BUT I STILL DO.
Why are my thoughts this way? I have no IDEA. Am I still figuring everything out? Yeah.
Am I gonna make it out.. as of now, I'm still surviving.