he destroys himself to feel something
he tries to repress his thoughts but they keep coming back
he doesn't seem to care 'cause the drugs,
they keep him high in the clouds
the alcohol seems to light his insides up
he's slowly killing himself in order to survive
all he ever wanted is to stay alive
*he thinks he isn't worthy of any good because he ****** up too many times*
he thinks he's just a mess
but he's more than that
he is all i need in my life