she wonders who she is she looks in the mirror crying seeing those scars from every single comment made she watches as her makeup drains down her face and her eyes swell from the tears the tears that resemble all of her flaws she sits there and says why? Why cant I look like that? her parents ask what she wants for dinner but she refuses to eat in hopes she looks like those models from the magazine her friends tell her shes gorgeous but yet she still looks in that mirror and sees the girl she hates the girl she never wanted to be the girl she isn't but yet she cant get past that because of society we say its ok we understand but yet if we did why do we still criticized people? you say you see right through her but yet she is crying and all you are doing is standing there watching. her true beauty is shining through but nobody is looking nobody see that she can be the happiest person but with you sitting there pointing fingers being a backstabber bullying causing all this pain and all she wants is to be happy her true beauty is gorgeous she is the person people want to be around the girl that is goofy and smiles at everything shes the person you can come to with any problem shes the one you know you have a shoulder to cry on but yet once again nobody realizes it no one sees the pain or the sadness in her eyes all the see is a girl that strives for attention a girl who wants to be thrown out there someone who will spread her legs just to get guy to like her but she isn't that girl her true beauty is a girl who will give you the shirt off her back just to help you the girl who will answer her phone at 4 in the morning to talk if you have a problem she wishes people would see past the lies see past the rumors and realize who she really is the only problem is that girl is starting to disappear she is loosing faith as much as shes loosing weight as the tears hit her pillow she knows that girl she once was is going down, shes becoming someone she didn't want to be the person she always hated but she still see just a little bit only a little bit of her true beauty