It was the kind of morning
Where I would pull you closer
With my eyes half opened half closed
Hold you so tight
As tight as the way I shut my eyes
The night before
While imagining having
You, by my side.

It was the kind of afternoon
Where I would watch you
Take a sip of your tea elegantly
Tasting the piece of cake slowly
Where I would watch the blue sky
With you
Drawing our future together
Just like how I still draw our story
So I could have
You, by my side.

It is the kind of night
Where the silence between us
Would be perfect
The hugs would be tighter than ever
The kisses very much sweeter
I would look into your eyes
To feel your presence
Just like how I stare at the wall
So that I could have
You, by my side.

But You, are not
By my side.