I often think of how you must have felt on that eventful day it must have caused such turmoil in your mind. You preach of love and loyalty to your father up above but there was no one who treated you in kind.
Instead you battled prejudice from those you deem to love, a love that was not plied upon to you, disloyalty was so pronounce you must of looked to God above but towards your flock no sediment did stew.
Of those you taught, who turned away announcing they new not this good and holy prophet in his hour of need. Allowing all and sundry to pronounce throughout the land, that to eradicate this man they should indeed.
Your followers fled from you in fear for their own, should they be of preference to gain? They watched as humiliation and defacement were applied and refused upon direction to utter out your name.
It was not until you died upon the crucifix that day did your followers decide to turn and face the torrents flow and pronounce to one and all of the mistake that they had made by announcement of their Lord that they did know.