Finding new frustrations
which add to the ones you gave me
fighting what I already know
knowing my life is crazy
telling myself it's over
wondering why i still fell pain
wanting to forget about you
to you it was just a game
hating that I'm still losing
sulking cuz I still remember
spinning and still can't see straight
boiling when I see you with her
looking for a brighter future
wanting to walk inside the past
sitting since I can't stand it anymore
knowing it would never last
yelling when I know you can't hear
thinking that you really should
hoping that you'd never move on
breaking since I knew you would
hurting now that I understand
Laughing because it was so easy
crying when I should have fixed it
dying while you blame me