I find serenity in storms The slams of doors make my heart race And if you trace your finger's down my spine I'll give you an earful Of distasteful pleasure I'll juxtapose any situation For the most fun I can find Oh I love being hard to read darling I want you to open my closed eyes And if you read me like a story I will lie dear oh I'll lie And cover up my deepest fears And conceal everything I despise I love to hate and hate to love Those I regret most I crave So lay me on the darkest train tracks And pray that I will be safe.