I know that you don't like to cry especially not in front of people especially not in front of me you know then I'll start crying too and we just can't both be crying because then who would be the shoulder? right, exactly I also know that you like to feel strong and you like to take care of yourself and you're scared to death of depending on anything else but you're misunderstanding me if you think I'm trying to save you I don't need to save you I just need to be there with you through it even if all you need is for me to lie with you while you cry a hand to hold or two to hold you a kiss on the cheek or a kiss so deep your mind quiets down for a while I swear to god I can be so strong for you if you ever decide you need a little help