i never took you for granted, contrary
to popular belief.
i cherished your presence
with everything i had and
not once did i ever expect
you to be at my every beck and call.
but you were.
and it destroyed me in the most
wonderful yet terrifying of ways.
you became my sole comfort, for i
didn't know anyone else who
would respond to me
like you.
i miss our witty banter and
the experiences only we've had
together.
i miss everything you've done for me
and everything you've given me.
but not once have i taken you
for granted.