You light up Like a cigarette I want to breathe you in And have you burn my throat To wiggle your way into my lungs And rip them apart Take my breath away And replace it with smoke Poison my body With this cancer Stain my teeth And fingertips A faint yellow So I can remember the sun And forget about my maroon veins That run sideways Like the horizon On the vertical roads Of my arms and legs.* -CsR