I never tell you when I'm crying I never tell you "please don't leave me" I never tell you how empty I feel I never tell you about the pounding in my head, or about the overwhelming urge to talley my sleepless hours into my skin I never tell you about the broken vessels in my eyes from the times I weep so hard I ***** up your absence I so carefully choked down I never tell you how I wish you would give me flowers..they don't have to be fancy.. I never tell you what a fool I am I never tell you about how selfish I really am I never tell you about how badly I want you here; about how lost I am without you I never tell you about how badly I want to dance with you I never tell you how I wish you would tell me I'm beautiful every chance you get I never tell you how when I see you disconnect, I cry and cry and cry I never tell you how I bet you're fine without me I never tell you how I want to spend the best years of my life with you I never tell you how lonely I am I never tell you I never tell you I never tell you I never
This isn't a poem, and I'm sorry for that. I'm having some difficulty coping with distance, and well, here we are..