loving two people... one not knowing, other heartbroken beacuse he knows he's your true love... the heartbroken one being 4000 miles away... the one not knowing being by next door... the age difference between two true lovers.... the lack of common interests in close lovers.... the lust... or the love...?
**(c.m.h)
i'm in a situation right now where i'm in love with two guys... both loving me to the end of the world... the one 4000 miles away is 24 (i'm 14) the one by next door is 16... the one far away i have never met, and my parents can't know i talk to someone idk in real life.... and the one next door cut himself for me... the one living far away ended up in hospital with bad headaches(migraines).... and i really dont know what to do... shall i love the one far away.... or the one next door? cuase my heart says the one far away... but my paranoia, anxiety and logic says the one by next door....