my life is devoid of all purpose
everything I thought I knew is gone
my memories haunt me
but yet I'm forced to push forward
to live a life not my own
I feel hollow and unsure
what is my goal
what is my life trying to strive for
I see these is horrifying creatures
but I know they're a part of me
it's almost comforting until I realize how sick and twisted that must make me
I fear my past and of what I will become
I know the beast inside will only grow stronger
I try to contain it but I can't do it alone
I used to be a strong girl but it's taking over
I'm losing myself
I can remember a sweet and innocent little child happy and smiling
she's still there but she cries inside
she's dying and it scares her
is there anything I can do
is there any hope