suddenly I'm able to see everything. too much. its all there. right in front of me everything is elucidated
I just wish someone would come back, and fog up these windows I use for eyes and maybe put back some of that sweet mystery into the world
I wish I was back in that candy shop. When my only worriers were the cavities that Dr. Patanaud would discover hiding in the dark crevices of my mouth
But now, along with those cavities in the deep and infinite caves of my whole are secrets that hurt more than cavities that I wish my dentist could fill. but he cannot
and so now, here I am. with a sore mouth. and sore eyes. and sore ears. sitting at the only lit table in a romantically dark room